Sometimes I really hate myself. I always feel the need to help others, but what ends up happening is me getting fucked over by the people I try to help. Then all I do is make myself suffer
Ive been having moments where I feel hopeless, useless and I should just begin to cut myself again.
Im not sure why, Im surrounded by so many people who love and care for me but when im alone in my room I feel so alone and I cant talk to text anyone. I want those moments with people who I thought loved me, even thought they are not in my life those precious moments are probably the ones I will never forget.
its KILLING ME